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Rough Year

by Westing

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1.
Calm Down 02:44
I’m used to grinding my teeth at night but all my plans left me behind now that all my time is mine I can’t be angry anymore It burnt me out months ago wake up and kick down the door I won’t look back this is all my fault I lowered expectations to ignore my temper living in the back room of my mind smoked out and calmed down with a witty response this is all wrong I’ve waited for too long now to fight it off It’s okay to break down but not lock yourself away you’ve got to fight it off
2.
I’ve come to terms with the noise I can’t tell if where I’m at now is where I started it’s been a rough year but I plan on keeping my word if I don’t create the light I won’t see it at all I’m not done with this it will light up my world miss the notes, so it goes swallow the sun let it burn through me i’ll cough up smoke signals so you know I’m still here I’m constantly chasing these thoughts from my mind and i’m constantly falling behind but this time I let them simply exist like crooked pictures on the wall everything exists in my head I can’t tell if where I’m at now is where I started
3.
Subtle Hints 03:20
drop subtle hints remain absent from the moment boxed in with your head down peripheral vision leaving out everything wrong you hide behind the flawed belief of the way you think everyone should be you’ll make a mess of everything if you means you won’t have to speak up or say anything speak up behind close doors paint the picture you know they can’t ignore you’ll find a way to make things worse and bring everyone down with you slow movements encased in insecurity self-aware of your self-doubt but never how obvious you are concerned and alert prepared to not be enough for anyone your voice shakes when you’re about to break you can’t control your hands when you’re faced with the truth
4.
I Am Here 02:02
spent the night out to find that I’ve lost it all I’m closer to thirty and barely above the ground I’m always killing time destroy all clocks and rewire my mind so that there’s nowhere I can be but here and not disappear like I’ve done all year

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Westing is the solo project of Matt Mascarenas. Started in the spring of 2015, Matt has since released impromptu recordings spread across a handful of singles and collaboration splits. Rough Year is the first full-band release showcasing Westing’s heavier side.

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released November 16, 2016

artwork by Everett Thomas Fitch of bigamericanstory.com
recorded, mixed, & mastered by Wes Johnson at Archive Recordings

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